My life has always been an open book. I love to talk so given the opportunity I’m willing to bear my soul to anyone who feigns the slightest interest. This was easy because I had a fabulous life and beyond the never ending demand of laundry, a busy husband, and teething toddlers I had nothing to complain about. Just over a year ago my happy-go-lucky life began to teeter and on January 20, 2017 it came crashing down. The storm has continued to rage on for the last 11 months, and still no blue sky is in sight. This is my story and my search for the rainbow.